Monday, October 22, 2012

Patience

Spent the day at the studio yesterday. Most of the day behind the desk, but I did get in a few hours of class time. What I learned ---> do not take intermediate class after boot camp. I feel like I may be hindering my progress by taking on too much. By the time I get to inversions I'm too sweaty to stop myself from slipping right off the pole. However, I am gaining strength. It's just such a slow process for me.

Must have patience, must have patience, must have patience.

So hard in this time of instant messaging and social networking. Everything is expected as of yesterday. When my computer takes 5 minutes to load I start clicking buttons feverishly. "why won't you load, dammit?!" why can't I just do a fallen angel that looks graceful and doesn't rip the skin from my arm off?!

I feel like Varuca Salt from Willy Wonka. "I want the world. I want the whole world. I want to lock it all up in my pocket, it's my bar of chocolate, give it to me NOW".

My goal for next week: improve my climb and sit. My goal for the following week: perfected fallen angel. "and if I don't get the things I am after.... I'm going to SCREAMMMMMMmmmm"

- The FB